One hour of sleep last night (or this morning.) Ohoho, it was so amazing. Thankfully, I didn't hit REM sleep, or I'm pretty sure I wouldn't have gotten out of bed. It was just enough to refresh my mind. This is what studying for microbiology and psychology exams does to you. O.O
The best thing about working at night time is the fact that I'm alone in the night. Everyone has gone to sleep, and it's just me. I love that. Gives me a chance to breathe freely.
I got my first exam done for the day. I'm pretty sure I didn't fail it so I will take that. I have one more. Then I go home. I sleep for an hour. I go close in charge at work. I go home. I study. I try to sleep. I wake up for work. I work. I go to Pharmacology. I take test. I go back to work. I go home. I study. I pass out. I may have to try to eat somewhere in there too. It can be done.
SO.... I'm supposed to be working on this "motivation" journal thingy where I'm supposed to work on changing a behavior about myself for psychology. My problem is is that I don't know what I want to change. I have plenty to change. My face is super expressive. I drink too many energy drinks. I bite at my nailbeds when I'm nervous. I stare off blankly. I leave hair in my dad's hairbrush. I steal sips of drinks from my dad and brother without permission. I hum to myself a lot. My list can go on and on and on. I'm having a problem trying to focus on one behavior. I suppose I'll just have to pick one, and do it quickly. Maybe I should work on trying to take care of myself for once............... HAHAHAHAHA, nahhhhhhhhhhh.
I'll figure out something.
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